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Rated X

by XP

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1.
X 03:48
lyrics
I see that you forgot me I see that you weren't there I see that you deceived me I see that you don't care I see that it is over I see I must move on I see you didn't really love me I see that I was wrong Eh eh eh eh X (X3) Marks the, X (X3) Marks the... Marks you I see that you are lonely I see you need my help I see you wanna know me now I say go know yourself Eh eh eh eh X (X3) Marks the, X (X3) Marks the... Marks me Instrumental I see that you are lonely I see you need my help I see you wanna know me now I say go know yourself Eh eh eh eh X (X3) Marks the X (X3) Marks the... Marks you Marks me Marks us Eh eh eh eh X (faded out)
2.
Drifting 04:37
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I'm drifting through the meadows Got lost on my way back home But I'm pretending, pretending I'm better Because that's easier than telling the truth Guess I'm wrong to joke Wish I'd never spoke Shut my stupid mouth Stop the stuff (shit) from pouring out I can't control my feelings And I should cry out to stop you leavin' Pretending that I'm tough But it's not good enough I'm not good enough Drifting drifting drifting through the meadows Lost my way (lost my way) (X2) And I'm still drifting drifting drifting through my life Without you (without you) (X2) I'm drifting and I'm falling down Don't know what you want from me And I'm pretending to still be strong Cos that's easier than admitting that I'm weak Guess I'm wrong to joke Wish I'd never spoke Shut my stupid mouth Stop the stuff (shit) from pouring out I can't control my feelings And I should cry out to stop you leavin' Pretending that I'm tough But it's not good enough I'm not good enough Drifting drifting drifting through the meadows Lost my way (lost my way) (X2) And I'm still drifting drifting drifting through my life Without you (without you) (X2) Instrumental Drifting drifting drifting through the meadows Gone far away (far away) (X2) And you're still drifting drifting drifting through your life Without me (without me) (X2) Drifting drifting drifting through the meadows Lost my way (lost my way) (X2) And I'm still drifting drifting drifting through my life Without you (without you) (X2)
3.
Wait 03:43
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You can take your time I'll wait for you Suppose that’s all I can do I'll be listening out for your call Could you let me know when you’re coming home? I'll leave the light on in the doorway Pacing circles round the hallway And I know I should give it up No use waiting up For you And every day's the same Waiting to hear your name Calling out in desperation and you take The breath right out of me Why wont you set me free? X2 I'm sick with worry when you’re out alone Can you stay at home? Or is that unfair of me to ask? Would you let me know when you wanna go away? You can tell me when I'm unwanted Swear I'll disappear unprompted And I'll stay Away Nothing left To say And every day's the same Waiting to hear your name Calling out in desperation and you take The breath right out of me Why wont you set me free? X2 I'm even searching for you when you're gone Where did I go wrong? Where did I go wrong? But will you wait for me Or will you set me free? You can take your time I'll wait for you.
4.
Lonely Being Lonely 03:46
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ou look sad, you're so alone And you've got no place to go And it's lonely being lonely without you About to cry, grab your tissues Don't let the world know your issues Because you're lonely being lonely without me Makes no difference, right or wrong We still have no place to belong Stuck in a rut of being helpless No one cares about the hopeless But in dreams we'll find each other Hold on to my hand now and forever And ever and ever Because I'm lonely being lonely without you When you left I felt so sad Never realised it was me who made you mad And I'm sorry for making out like I didn't care I could just say that I want you back But I know you'd never fall for that And I'm still lonely being lonely without you Makes no difference, right or wrong We still have no place to belong Stuck in a rut of being helpless No one cares about the hopeless But in dreams we'll find each other Hold on to my hand now and forever And ever and ever Because I'm lonely being lonely without- No that's not what I wanted No that's not how I planned it Don't make it seem like I'm the villain here (villain here) No that's not what I need This never would've happened If you'd've stayed But you won't say And you don't know Makes no difference, right or wrong We still have no place to belong Stuck in a rut of being helpless No one cares about the hopeless But in dreams we'll find each other Hold on to my hand now and forever And ever and ever Because I'm lonely being lonely without you Because you're lonely being lonely without me...
5.
Guessing Game 03:08
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guess I was the one who couldn't say just how your love destroyed me guess it was my game that I'm to blame for all the pain you caused me guess I should have known this was to be the only way to hurt me guess it's all on me I'll take this shot and disappear completely guess it's what I wanted I'll take my leave just promise you won't forget me guess I am the one who still can't say it
6.
Too Many... 03:20
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Too many words to say But none of them feel right 'I hate you' just won't suffice I know I'll survive Like I did before Before you Too many thoughts of you Like my subconscious can't let go I know I'll never forget you Unlike you Ooh I know it wasn't easy But at least I god damn tried I know it wasn't easy But at least I never lied Too many words to say to you But not enough time 'I loved you' just doesn't suffice I know I'll be fine Like before Before you Instrumental Too many thoughts of you Too many unwanted dreams You didn't have to get up and just leave I begged you please Please stay I know it won't be easy But I guess that's just the truth I know it won't be easy But I've done all I could do Done all I could do (X2)
7.
Worth It 04:49
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It's not everyday that you're feeling so lonely And the things you knew Are not the things that you showed me And you're sighing at me As if I'm the one who blew it But I know it was your fault in the end And you knew it But I'm sorry for the pain I caused even if it wasn't my fault Because you're the one to blame And you were the one who was caught There's a sadness I feel even though I know you deserved it I really hope this honesty prevails I really hope it was all worth it In the end, what's the use in trying Only ends in my tears It ends with us crying There's a sadness and a pain that I feel You were no good for me But I held you so dear But I'm sorry for the pain I caused even if it wasn't my fault (wasn't my fault) Because you're the one to blame And you were the one who was caught (were the one who was caught) There's a sadness I feel even though I know you deserved it (you deserve it) I really hope this honesty prevails I really hope it was all worth it Worth it, worth it I'm sorry for the pain I caused even if it wasn't my fault (wasn't my fault) Because you're the one to blame And you were the one who was caught (were the one who was caught) There's a sadness I feel even though I know you deserved it (you deserve it) I really hope this honesty prevails I really hope it was all worth it~ It's not everyday that you're feeling so lonely And the things you knew Are not the things that you showed me And you're sighing at me As if I'm the one who blew it But I know it was your fault in the end And you knew it And you knew it I really hope it was all Worth it (X4) I really really hope it was all Worth it (X$) Worth it...
8.
Why 03:04
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Why Why did I not know How to treat you like you wanted me to But I Don't know what I should do I'm still so into you Can't find the words to tell you we're through And I Ask myself why Why don't I realise before it's too late And why Why do I question myself It was you who did the wrong I have nothing to say to you except that 'you should be gone' And I Don't know what I should do I'm still so in to you Can't find the words to tell you we;'re through And I Ask myself why Why don't I realise before it's too late Before it's too late... Why Do I cry myself to sleep at night I can't sleep (X4) And why Do I blame myself for what you've done It's your fault (X4) But all I can ask you is why All I can do it ask you why...
9.
Good To Say Goodbye 03:26
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I hope you found what you wanted I hope it's not too late I hope you found what you needed Hope it was worth the wait I hope you're not too sad that it ended Hope you don't just think of me with hate I hope in time our hearts will be mended Hoping it'll all be worth the wait I know we almost had it all I know we almost had it all~ I still wish the best for you You're not forgiven but this'll do It's sometimes hard to let go Sometimes hard to see the truth I had hoped we'd never fall Hoped we'd never end it all So this might not be goodbye for good But it's good to say goodbye Good to say goodbye Maybe next time we'll be better off Maybe we'll find someone new Maybe it was the right thing stop Maybe it's better for us to move on Even though we almost had it all Even though we almost had it all I still wish the best for you You're not forgiven but this'll do It's sometimes hard to let go Sometimes hard to see the truth I had hoped we'd never fall Hoped we'd never end it all So this might not be goodbye for good But it's good to say- And we both know in end Things will turn out alright Even though it's the end I know we will be alright I still wish the best for you You're not forgiven but this'll do It's sometimes hard to let go Sometimes hard to see the truth I had hoped we'd never fall Hoped we'd never end it all So this might not be goodbye for good But it's good to say goodbye Good to say goodbye
10.
Butterfly (outro) 02:44
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Oh my How you have grown Oh my Should've known you'd bloom Your wings have flown further than the moon Butterfly spring will come soon for you Oh my How you have grown Oh my Still alone I know You fly further into the sky Butterfly spread your wings and sail right Because spring will come soon for you For you Maybe they will treat you better Butterfly Oh my Butterfly...

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This album features songs about breakups written and recorded by yours truly from 2015 to 2020. I wanted to keep the naïve nature of many of the songs intact which is just my excuse as to why the audio quality varies so much from track to track lol!

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released April 24, 2021

All songs written and performed by me, including all that terrible out-of-tune guitar playing lol!

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